Life So Far

I'm definitely happier here in Bandung (there are a lot of reasons for that) despite the non-existent high-speed internet connection in my boarding home. I met a lot of lovely people that taught me great things I'm not used to doing and I lost all my self-time (fangirling time). But still, happiness can come in a lot of different ways and I feel less empty.

It's actually two days to the frightening mid-term test of chemistry and three days to calculus' and I feel like dying, why do I have to study them again? The majority of the students in my faculty felt it is such a waste of time for us to study math, physics, and chemistry all over again and we believe that none of the subjects mentioned would be useful for architecture or planning studies. Well, I shall go on with my struggle with those subjects. May the following tests be the last tests for those subjects this semester.

I should be preparing to go to the church to attend vesper service but for the first time in forever I don't feel like it. This must have been the effect of studying chemistry (or rather, copying someone else's answers to the 2009 exam paper I have) or maybe for the chance that someone would not be there, I don't know. I just feel I'd better not go if my heart would not be there. Let this be the last time this would happen, Lord, for I want to get closer to You.